I'm struggling. Maybe it's time time changes. Maybe it's the lack of sun and warmth. Maybe I've been taking on too much for too long. Maybe it's the stress at work. Maybe it's hormonal. Maybe it's the lack of fresh veggies & fruits from summer. Maybe it's a combination of all of it.
Sunday night I had insomnia. I believe it was about 2 am when I finally felt tired enough to fall asleep. Monday morning I don't remember my alarm going off. When I did get out of bed, my head hurt so much that I knew I couldn't go to work. So I took the migraine meds and tried to relax. I never could fall back asleep. In the afternoon I headed to the dentist for the crown on my crappy tooth. That only added to my headache by having to hold my mouth open.
Today I found out that I didn't get the position that I applied for a few weeks back. I know, not that big a deal in the scheme of things. But does it make it worse when I tell you that out of the 6 of us in my unit, I was the only one that actually applied for the job and I still didn't get it.
Yes, my headache is back. My back is sore from laying around. I have no will to work right now.
What I want is my husband and puppy to cuddle with. My warm heated blanket. My Tivo filled with reality shows. A good mexican chipolte burrito bowl with no meat. And finally a fudgey choccolate cupcake with fudgey frosting. Oh, and some root beer. Barqs rootbeer.