I'm hurt.

I wish I could be funny today. That I could find some humor in something that happened yesterday afternoon & evening and write about it.

The truth is, I cried myself to sleep last night. I slept for a total of 1 hour and 45 minutes. I have a raging headache at this moment.

You know how someone can say something to you and it hits a nerve and it hurts to the core? And you know that the relationship you had with this person is forever going to be different. You may forget about what was said for a period of time, but it's always there in the back of your mind. No matter how many times they apologize. No matter how much you talk about it and resolve the issue that lead to those words, it's still there.

I'm sure that this issue will be resolved. But there are 2 times in my life that I can remember being so hurt by someone that I can't ever forget. One was when I was 14 and in an argument with my Mom. The other was last night in what started out as a relaxing discussion about stupid crap with my roommate.

It ended with me walking away, tears rolling down my cheeks and falling asleep with the hiccupping sobs of crying.