I apologize for not posting late last week. I was fighting a migraine, behind at work and like sucked me in.
I have been trying to be more open in my relationships. To practice being vulnerable and letting myself sit within it. Reminding myself that it's ok to be uncomfortable. I dislike the uncomfortable awkward feeling. I think that's what I hate most about being vulnerable. The feelings that come from it whether it's a good feeling or a bad feeling. But I'm working on it.
I am tired and I can't figure out why. Is it the late spring and the fact that I'm not outside enjoying life like I usually am? Is it because I'm not working out? Am I over scheduled? It's to the point that my alarm goes off in the morning, I turn it off, fall right back asleep and have no memory of my alarm when I wake up later. None. I think I need to set my alarm across the room to get myself up.
After talking about this with Pete I decided that my immediate goal was to get to the gym 10 times in 2 weeks. And my reward was the Harley dealer charm from Zylstra for my charm bracelet. The charm is $25 so it's not a huge amount of money, but it's something that I want and can't justify just buying right now. So by Memorial Day I should have 10 gym sessions in.