Friday, November 18, 2011
I think my bloging voice is lost. At times there are things that I think about writing. Then I realize that it's more about life thatn weight loss. And I dimiss it. I'm still struggling with going to the gym. I feel a huge breakdown the minute I step into the building and I don't want that. I'm afraid that my feet will hurt on the treadmill like they do when I try to walk outside. I'm afraid that I've lost everything that I worked for. I'm just pure afraid. I have my lung specialist appointment on 11/28/11. I keep thinking....hold on until then....you can do it. Right?