I think it clicked

A week ago I was off in my own little world thinking. I was in the car, sitting next to P while he was driving womewhere. I don't remember what I was thinking before or after. But in the moment I realized that I truely love him. That I couldn't imagine my life without him. That he completes me in many ways that I never even knew I needed completed. That he has awakened a sense in learning, seeing a doing that I never knew I had. That he makes me laugh when I think I should be upset. And I realized that there were a million little reasons why I need him and love him.